New Year, New Post!

Another year has gone by. 2010 is so hard to roll off the tongue. Already settling deep into the new year one would suppose that new resolutions, englightments, goals, priorities would come about. This is not the case, seems like 2009 just rolled into 2010 but the year is still the same. Bad things keep repeating themselves and the only new thing is the addition of more bad things. Friendships grow apart, relationship fall apart, people wake up and decide they dislike one another. Is there really anything good to look forward to? (So you thought this was supposed to be a happy post? Think again but read on it gets better).

The answer to that question is YES. I've learned that even with all the crap that goes around me, there is still that bright little light (albeit hard to see) at the end of the tunnel. I'm reminded of this everyday in my interactions with the people around me, the people around them and the goodness that lies within.

So go ahead,put your friendships on hold until you can conquer your differences. Break up with your significant other but don't hesitate to get back together if you really want to work on it. It's okay to wallow in self pity as long as you know you are doing it. It's okay to depreciate yourself but at the same time you know you still like yourself. Go ahead shave your head, be emo, wallow in self pity, cry, cut, act out in pain. But remember it takes time for the wounds to heal so dont cut too deep and it takes ages for your beautiful long hair to grow back.

As long as you can still find the positives in the negatives its a good balance. A
healthier way of life. In the meantime, have a cup of hot chocolate and a biscuit. The warm feeling of melted chocolate cascading down your throat and the sweetness of crumbling biscuit melds together as it enters into a beautiful harmony known as your stomach.